The Time Between Now and Never:

[*Olivia*]

as marlon brando once said....

for those who have NOT been through this, no explanation is possible

and for those who HAVE been through this, none is necessary

i understand dave....and i know your dad feels you there, even if he can't let you know...i've seen your tenderness with him and i am sure he can feel your love

hugs

[Father Dave]

just after fiona posted this...

she got a call that her dad had passed away...
i am at a loss for any words-
how could this be?
how could ...

how?
why?

doesn't seem to matter...craig is gone.
my prayers go out to anne (fi's mum)
and to fi, rhona, and their brother at this
time.

my tears are just a small measure
of my hearts pain as
i walk thru this with someone who
means so much to me.

may a higher power give her and her family the strength and the peace needed to get through this loss.

dave

[demon chloe]

i let kirb out to pee...and read this

i just sit gulping tears.... for I know that feeling well

Fi...for your loss I am sorry... Im thinking only the best thoughts for you and your family as always...

We used to talk about your dad some and I know that nothing I can say will make you feel better or take away even a tinge of pain... but

you two, were lucky to have each other...

may peace be with you....

[Blazey]

Fi i got your email...i dont know what to say just yet..i will be trying to call you soon as i feel its appropriate..i love you..

[Blazey]

Dave im sorry to hear of your dad too..fiona had told me things werent good on your end..i'll say a prayer for him and you..

[Kassy]

To Dave......
~hugs~...I am so sorry for what you are going thru right now w/yer dad.
It is not easy to watch someone you love die.
Sometimes, it is ok, to not say "I love you,"
for your heart, and his, knows what it feels..and that IS love.
Just what i believe anyway.
Please take care, my thoughts are with you.

Chloe......I know you have been thru it, and how hard it has been for you, losing yer dad.
I am sure he is even more proud of you, now as you make your way through life.....touching so many people along the way with your great big heart, and infectious laughter. I love ya, demon.

Fiona, I am so very sorry for your loss.
I know it has been a struggle, for yer dad for quite sometime.
I can only wish you and your family, some type of peace, during this difficult time.
Keep the memories alive.
~hugs~ [img]graemlins/rainbow.gif[/img]

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[Father Dave]

i once wrote that the only thing that can come too late is "i love you"...but as i watch my father die,
there is so much more
i wish i had said.
i hold his hand as his
withered body struggles
to breathe and brush his
white hair with my fingers
and wonder what his brain is
doing...
he usta be six foot plus...
but the last time i saw him
up he was barely five foot
nine-
he will always be twelve foot
six to me.
i usta wish and pray for him
to have another day-
now,
it's different.
it's the time between now
and never
or is that
now and
forever?

may his journey be
swift
and his cross-over
be painless.

pop- ya never said
"i love you"
but it's not too
late...for either
of us.


dam

[Blazey]

Fi mailed me earlier and she was headed for Scotland..the funeral is Wed..id like to do something special if you all will look for a post around tuesday evening..we will do what we usually do for the ones we cant be with to show our sympathy and love..I'll make up something between now and then and you guys can help me out.. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[Blazey]

TJ..*hugs you* you know too what all this is about.. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[The Reverend Dark Angel]

Yep. People live, people die. You'll never say everything you want to, but be satisfied with what you have said or you'll just seriously fuck yourself up.